[A Quick Look of the Unseen Me]

Ponytail By Request

2006-07-17T05:49:00.000-07:00

Dahil sa C.A.T. na yan napilitan akong magponytail. At pagkatapos nun, tama ba namang may mga mag-request na magponytail na lang daw ako. As if makakatanggi ako diba? Ok lang rin naman for a change at aaminin kong mas comfortable naman talaga lalo na't super init. Nakakaaliw lang kasi talagang nirerequest. Hehe.

Kakaiba ito

2006-07-07T05:52:00.000-07:00

Ngayong week na 'toh kung anu-ano lang yung pinaggagagawa ko. Panira lang naman ng image yung mga roles na napunta sa'kin. Pero ang saya naman ng feeling na natutuwa yung mga tao kahit kahiya-hiya ako. Hahaha. Nae-enjoy ko rin naman yung mga ganon...Nakakatuwa lang talaga.

T.G.I.F.

2006-06-30T06:31:00.000-07:00

Ang saya kasi walang pasok pero may mga practices. Ok lang kasi maayos naman lahat at nakapag gala pa. Kasama na talaga yun eh. Bonding with the classmates, kulitan, asaran...yan yung mga nakakatuwa sa mga ganito. Iba kasi eh. Nakakapagod nga lang pero sulit. Masaya talaga at super enjoy...ü

Nakakasama lang ng loob

2006-06-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

Nabigla naman talaga ako kanina sa A.P. kasi hindi talaga ako ready sa mga numbers. Naman talaga, todo memorize pa naman ako. Ang hirap kasi nung ganon. Yung ibubuhos mo lahat para sa isang bagay tapos malalaman mo na hindi pala yun yon. Di bale, at least prepared na ako dun sa second part ng quiz. Pag naaalala ko kasi hindi ko mapigilang hindi maganda yung ma-feel. Anyway, looking at the bright side, hindi na ako mahihirapan mag-aral for the 2nd part diba? Iisipin ko na lang nag-advance study ako. Waharhar.

Buhay 4th year

2006-06-28T04:08:00.000-07:00

Sa ngayon, talaga namang naa-appreciate ko yung 4th year life. Hay, ang saya kasi wala pang masyadong pressure at kaya pa naman ang mga gawain. Sana lang talaga ganito na hanggang katapusan ng school year. Hindi pa nga ata ako nag-aaral ng todo. Every weekend nga nauubusan ako ng gagawin, nakakapanibago. This is so different. Nakakaaliw lang eh.Hahaha. Wish ko lang talaga hindi maging katulad 'toh nung 3rd year...Kakaiba yun eh. Traumatic...

Bobolly at Raaarrr...

2006-06-27T06:04:00.000-07:00

Bobolly>>anlufet ni charm pagdating sa mga ganyan eh. Mahirap tong i-explain eh but I guess using it in a sentence could help.
Here it goes:
The boy entered the room bobolly that's why he slipped.
May pagka-corny noh pero pwede na....

Raaarrr...>> ang gara nito kasi medyo animalistic.haha. expression lang naman...Raaarrr...

Ang Corny Lang

2006-06-27T06:00:00.000-07:00

Si Mae kasi eh...andaming ka-cornihang alam. Kantahan ba daw ako ng "I Love You Lei" na originally "I Love You Babe" at ang napaka dakilang "Aray". With hand gestures yun ah. At kahit anong pigil namin, ayaw tumigil. Ewan ko pero honestly, it made me feel so sick. Na-weirdohan nga rin ako sa sarili ko eh...Basta, i still need to find something that will make her stop. Hahaha

Araw Ko

2006-06-20T04:15:00.000-07:00

Araw ko ngayon. Basta 20th ng month araw ko. Wahaha. Well, itatanggi ko pa bang masaya? Masaya naman talaga. Sobrang na-tensiyon naman ako dun sa Economics. Ang corny nga ng group name namin. "St. Luke Investors". Konti na lang ospital na ang dating. Pero masaya naman talaga. Again, saved by the calculators. Naappreciate ko na naman ang mga calculators! Tapos namaalam na kami sa mga monobloc chairs. Masaya naman. Nakakatuwa yung mga tao. Ayoko nga lang nung mga usapan tungkol sa "Love" chuva. Nakakatuwa kasi lahat siguro nakaka-relate kaya buhay na buhay sila kaya lang hindi ko ma-enjoy. Nakoh gumugulo na naman ang utak ko. Hahaha. Pero ok lang naman at hindi naman ako kumukontra.

Babay Monobloc

2006-06-20T04:13:00.000-07:00

Haha wala na kami sa monobloc!!!! I am really overwhelmed. Lalo kong na-feel na araw ko toh!!! Hay, kasiya-siya talaga. Happy!!! Hay talaga namang iba yung feeling kapag nakikita mo na yung matagal mo nang hinihintay. Haaaay…ü pero syempre mamimiss ko rin naman talaga yung monobloc chair ko na kahit papano minahal ko naman...Pero mas ok na yung may desk. Hahaha. Happy!

Masaya nga...

2006-06-19T04:43:00.000-07:00

Masaya naman ang Monday that's why I'm really hoping for a good week. Basta masaya...Hindi ko kasi masyadong ma-explain eh. Nakakatuwa kasi nakikita ko na lahat ng mga pinagdarasal ko. I'm really really grateful to God...

First Time sa Smart Room

2006-06-18T22:42:00.000-07:00

Hay...maayos naman. After 2 months ngayon ko na lang ulet nasilayan tong smart room. Ok lang naman. Tignan mo nga nakapag post pa ako. Haha. Masaya naman...Matatapos na time...Ghe na...

Shocked?

2006-06-17T19:47:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, I don't know but I'm really excited about the CAT. At first, noong medyo konti pa lang yung tao, it was fine. But when everybody was there already sobrang nag-iba yung feeling ko. At that moment parang nasa ibang lugar ako, somewhere I'm barely familiar with. Yung parang wala akong kakilala. Everything seems to be different. Ang weird. Hindi nga ako masyadong nagsasalita. Quiet mode. I told Charm everything and I was quite surprised when she told me that she was having the same feeling, too. Nabigla lang siguro ako kasi seldom ko lang naman nakikita at nakakasama yung ibang section na sama-sama talaga. I barely know them. Lalo tuloy akong na-excite sa CAT. At least diba I can get to know them better. ;D

Kabado...

2006-06-17T19:23:00.000-07:00

Hala Monday na ulit bukas... Nae-excite naman ako sa panibagong week kaya lang kinakabahan ako. Papakantahin daw kasi kami nung bagong music teacher(na hawig kay maimai)... eh, ayako kasing kumakanta ng mag-isa eh. Hala, kinakabahan ako...Hindi ko pa nga alam kung ano yung kakantahin ko eh...Ano ba ito....

Whew...

2006-06-16T22:36:00.000-07:00

Well, nasa makasaysayang monobloc chair pa rin naman kami at this week ramdam na ramdam na namin ang hirap. Hahaha. Maraming nangyari this week na sobrang unexpected kaya tuloy medyo nagulo yung mundo ko. Natuwa naman ako na nakakasundo ko na yung mga bago naming classmates. Honestly masaya silang kasama. Tapos sobrang na-enjoy ko pa yung CAT. Wala lang, ang ayos lang nung feeling na you are learning new things. Pero malamang eventually hindi ko na masasabing masaya yung CAT, hahaha. Grabe, after everything that happened this week, sobrang grateful ako na naging maayos yung Friday ko at kahit papano naman nakabawi. Ewan ko ba! Hindi lang talaga matino yung mga tao this week. Confusing talaga. Well, that's the way it is. Hindi nga naman laging ok yung lahat. Kahit pa siguro this week has been tough for me, it really helped me learn a lot.

Ang gara talaga...

2006-06-10T04:50:00.000-07:00

Ang hirap naman talaga ng buhay...nakakagulo lang ng utak. I have no idea what am i suppose to do. Paulit-ulit na yung ganitong circumstances pero I still don't know how to handle these things. Ang hirap kasi gumawa ng decision lalo na kapag frienship's at stake. How am I suppose to tell a friend that I'm really not going to engage myself in any serious relationship? Akala ko kasi dati, they will somehow understand kaya lang ngayon, parang mahirap na. I definitely value every friendship I have and I can't afford to ruin one because of my selfish decisions. I don't want to hurt their feelings kaya lang para magawa ko yung dapat at tamang gawin, meron talagang masasaktan. Hindi ko talaga alam yung gagawin...And it bothers me now more than anything.

Back to School

2006-06-10T04:37:00.000-07:00

Ok lang naman yung first week ng classes...masaya pa. Eventually alam ko naman na darating yung point na sabik na naman ako sa bakasyon. Well, school's fine kahit pa kasalukuyan kaming nagtitiis sa monobloc chairs na walang desk, malamang. Ayon, natutuwa naman ako sa mga bagong classmates...isama na natin yung mga teachers. Si Mr.M? wala na akong masasabi. Mahirap nang magsalita against him lalo na't nakasalalay sa Character and personality ang mga bagay bagay. i'm still expecting further changes, sana nga lang matino naman...

The Champs Are Gone...To Come Back Again

2006-05-23T02:55:00.000-07:00

=Failure is the only opportunity to begin again, more intelligently. – Henry Ford

=It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes short again and again, who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause, who at best knows achievement and who at the worst if he fails at least fails while daring greatly so his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat. – Theodore Roosevelt

=But there is suffering in life, and there are defeats. No one can avoid them. But it's better to lose some of the battles in the struggles for your dreams than to be defeated without ever knowing what you're fighting for. – Paulo Coelho

=The important thing is this: To be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become. – Charles Dubois

=It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end. – Ursula Leguin

=The men who try to do something and fail are infinitely better than those who try to do nothing and succeed. - Lloyd Jones

theunseenme.blogspot.com: Renovated

2006-05-22T03:15:00.000-07:00

Well, na-frustrate naman ako dun sa comments link... Kaya here's my newly renovated blog... And of course gusto kong mag-thank you to the people who are behind this success, haha...Kay Charm, Mae at Edric na napakalaki ng nagawang help. I love you guys! I assure you na naappreciate ko lahat ng efforts niyo. They did a good job, right?
So I'll be expecting your comments, ok?
Kay Chessa na hindi namin kasama, naalala ka naman namin...

[TO EVERYBODY]

2006-05-17T01:03:00.000-07:00

I cannot make the COMMENTS link work so if you don't mind please leave a message on the tagboard before going. Thank You ;)

A Walk Through A Student's Life

2006-05-16T02:24:00.000-07:00

I can still remember the first time I set foot on St. Joseph’s Academy. It was June 17, 2003 and I was a freshman, then. I can remember how I struggle getting along well with everybody and how I gained a few friends after quite some time. My freshman year ended with my classmates hardly knowing me. The second year of my high school life was almost enjoyable except for the fact that we are all spending so much time memorizing terms in Biology. I can remember the stuff we did together as a class and how we had a great farewell party, too. My junior year was above all easier said than done. But I am glad how we had each other as a group to go beyond those sleepless nights of nonstop workload.

It was tough being a high school student. Everything you have to go through is not simple. You cannot be as effortless and trouble-free as you are when you are still in your younger years. Break time is not entirely spent for eating or for conversations with friends. Most of the time it is consumed for studying and doing last-minute preparations for projects and assignments to be passed soon after the bell rings. Weekends are more for school works and less for family bonding though we still try hard to spend the whole day with them. These sacrifices, they are part of our living; they should be made for reasons we may not know at the moment. I made some and it fortunately paid much to my accomplishments. I cannot believe that in next to no time I will be leaving high school and I will be off to a different life.

Indeed, time passes by so quickly. Now I am in my final year here in SJA and I can say that, I may have not stayed here for a lengthy period of time but I guess it had been long enough for me to regard SJA as my second home. Being part of a great school is very gratifying, but being with whom I had, as classmates and friends all these years is something I should be more thankful for. Being alive after going through everything high school life has to offer is one of my major achievements I would be proud to say I had accomplished.

Goodbye...

2006-05-16T02:19:00.000-07:00

*GOODBYE*

After so much pain and waiting, finally I chose to move on
It was so hard for me because the feeling, it was not gone
It was not easy leaving everything behind,
For what I had for you, it took me so long to find.

All these times I have been waiting, waiting for you to be mine
But now I am tired of lying, pretending I am okay and fine
Whenever I am down and low you were not there
You are so far when the pain I cannot bear

You are always with her and I thought that was not fair
I am the one who truly loves you but you do not seem to care
There have been so many things running through my head
But I guess things such as those are better left unsaid

And now the time has come for me to say goodbye
I know it will be tough, but for sure I would never have to cry
And now I will have to say for this poem’s last line
I was yours all along but you were never mine

[*A Quick Look of the Unseen Me*]